There is no such thing lie a "lifetime" membership. You were scammed back in 2005. Read here:
http://www.gnutellaforums.com/open-discussion-topics/28751-membership-warning-beware-download-p2p-clients-only-thru-official-sites.html
Fortunately for you, the basic version of LW is free to download from here:
http://www.limewire.com/

By the way, since you were the one who got scammed,........who is dumb,......??

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