ok i need a bearshare that came out within the last year or less, and it wasnt a bearshare lite

it was in the bearshare 5 and up, like 5.2
5.03 and so forth or something,
it came with zango
it came with whenUsave
it came with my global search (search engine tab)
and something else hidden i forget, and this one was the first time i saw zango, and my global search. i just need to have this one i had, it worked really good, to download anything, and it wasnt a pro version, it was the free one....please i cant download anything like music videos movies, pics, files, NOTHING!!! i accidentally deleted it cause it said spyware...so can you help me