I paid for lifetime..now can't get it

[vivacity]

I was a satisfied limewire lifetime member until my computer crashed and I had to reinstal everything that was on it. When I paid $38 for a lifetime membership, I truely believed that that at least meant more than a few months. I have had limewire less than a year...which doesn't mean lifetime to me. I have tried using my email 2 addresses to log into limewirepro, and can't. I really don't want just basic, because I have already paid for the good stuff. I very much want to be a satisfied customer again Please help!!!